Things have not been the same :( As I thought things had been better since a rough beginning of the semester, it proved me wrong.

I cannot sleep during bed time!
I have lost appetite!
I lost focus!
I cannot concentrate!

And I hate him!!!!

I haven't been feeling this way for ages. It had been a long time since anybody had the ability to make my heart skip a beat. It had been a long time since I am unsure about my likings. It had been a long time since I had problems dealing with this typical girl-guy thingy. Just when I thought I had been numbed with all these, and just when I thought when I am old enough to deal with my own problems, you proved me wrong!!!

I admit, I miss him dearly especially after his disappearing act. I honestly do.

Our Mother's Day weekend started yesterday with an exclusive dinner on dad's expense *LOL* Cost him a bomb! =P

Mum meant everything to everybody at home which explains why it is a day which deserves much celebration. In case you were wondering, our mum performs top notch standard to all the following jobs done *smiles*



 Chef (which explains she cooks well, of course!)
 Hotel manager (or better been explained as housekeeper)
 Accountant (who does good bargaining for the family's expenses)
 Counsellor (never fails to give best advice in every matter)
 Judge (who is very fair in every aspect as well)
 Doctor (she might not be a medical doctor who cures us literally but she had been always there whenever we fall sick)
 Entertainer (who always injects humuor into the family)
 Prime minister (who runs the family) 
 Best friend (our shopping kaki)
 Mother (and of course, she's the best in our hearts)

Words are simply just not enough to express how much she means to all of us. Taking the opportunity of this special day, on behalf of all at home, we would like to wish her


                         A VERY HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!

I got home for the long semester break earlier this week. It feels so good to be home. I will be around this time for a longer period of 2 months *smiles* Waking up on my own bed in the morning, showering in my own bathroom, being drived around by 'someone', tasting home cook food, having the say in controlling the tv remote control, u name it!!!

However, internship begins this Monday. I have mixed feelings. Part of me feels anxious, part of me feels lazy (which I always do) *LOL*

A- Appreciative
The classic saying of you will never realise until it is gone has never really impacted me. But I am glad that I came to realise how to appreciate what we have until it is too late. We seldom think of what we have, instead often think of what we have missed.

B- Bec 
To what I am pursuing now, Bachelor of Economics.

C- Colourful
The best adjective to describe what I am going through now.

D- Dependant
The inverse of what I am trying to be, independant.

E- Ethics
Ethics. I just wonder how wonderful the world would be if everyone would just do their part. Unethical doings just annoys me!

F- Family
Some part of me which made me who I am today. I can never imagine life without them!

G- Gadgets
Since studying away (or should I say, being more by myself), my gadgets been such a part of me. The mobile and laptop are the primaries.

H- Heterosexual
I've learnt much about heteroscedasticity (which I am still blur of). However, I am sure that I am heterosexual *LOL*

I- IQ
With the source of tickleiq.com, I score a total of 126 for my overall IQ.

J- Jovial
Apparently, I appear to be jovial to some people.

K- Karma
Being a buddhist mysef, I have strong beliefs in karma. Undo to others what you do not want others to do to you.

L- Lollipops
The first word which popped up my mind. Not that I fancy them a lot, but well, it could be the influence from Bryan after my short trip home earlier.

M- Marriage
If all goes well, 27 would be the ideal age for me to settle down. I do hope that I will be financially stable and mentally prepared to set up my own family at that time *wonders*

N- Nasi Lemak
What I cannot missed every trip I make it home!

O- Organ Donor
I have always tried to pull myself together to register as one. As I find it quite an honourable thing to do. That is the least we could do when we are dead!

P- Positive
To look at things as positively as you can and to believe that everything happens for a reason. I have been living with that ever since I learnt to understand that there are many things in life which we cannot demand for.

Q- Quality
I assume that I am just like many of you who would choose quality over quantity. Take friends for instance, I do not need thousands of you who are insincere. I am contented with just a several good ones.

R- Real Exchange Rates
A self-proclaimed topic of interest but only came to realisation that I actually have absolutely no clue about it. Unfortunately, I will need to live with it for the next one year *sighs*

S- Shah Alam, Subang Jaya
Coincidently, the places where I grew up from begins with the same alphabet. We moved into Subang Jaya from Shah Alam since I was in primary 1 and stayed in since.

T- Time management
Poor time management annoys me . Unpunctuality and delays, irritates me very much. Ever realised you are directly wasting other people's time when you are not on time?

U- Unpredictable
Best describes my emotions at most times.

V- Vacation
I have been longing for a solo vacation. Due to commitments here and there, I am just unable to have a piece of time of my own. And of course, the ultimate constraint, MONEY!!

W- Work
In no time (not so soon either) I would be graduating and will head to the working world. I am definitely looking forward to it but I am sure to miss my studying days too.

X- Xin Yi
Call me conceited. Although I do share the middle name with the other two at home but it belonged to me ever since I was named.
 
Y- Yourself
It is important to be yourself and to be comfortable with who you are.

Z- Z720
The Samsung SGH Z720 is my next targeted gadget in replacement to my current D600. However, yet again, due to my tight budget constraint, it remains as a target for the moment.